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On Awakening (I pathetically beg you to read)

Revenge of Eve

The Shift

I must let it be known to anyone who is ready for an awakening within themselves or the world, it’s happening in me and it is painful! If you are on a spiritual journey of any kind you have most likely heard of Eckard Tolle and if you haven’t heard of him, you have got to look him up!!

(Click his name above to be directed and discover the purpose of his foundation)


I claimed 2019 to be the year of self-discovery and I had NO idea what I was in for! None, zilch, notta. The pessimist in me prepares for the worse but the journey I am being led down has me experiencing a hurt for the world in our current state of existence. The suffering and pain I am feeling may prove too much to bear.

My assumption was that I would experience sadness from revisiting painful moments that I never allowed myself to fully feel yet I am feeling so much more. Everything I was taught and all I thought about life is being challenged by the spiritual teachings of Eckard Tolle. And I don’t mean challenged as in an argument, I mean for the greater good. The weight of emotions I am feeling I attribute to the pain and suffering being experienced as a collective whole.

At this point, I don’t care if I sound crazy, I have to share so others have the opportunity to tune in. For those who question any belief outside of religion and even those who do not, anyone soul searching, agnostics, atheists, average folks…everyone!! This information is for US and it is in your best interest to take advantage of being taught about the shift happening. It is hard to conceptualize the extent to which things are discussed but I feel his words with every fiber of my being. You will too. Just listen. Don’t think, don’t resist, don’t judge, but don’t say I don’t warn you about the difficult realizations you will have.

This isn’t a scam to get you to follow a person and his beliefs, this is the way back to our true selves. He goes in depth about ego, our idea of God, our brains, our consciousness, and more. You don’t have to be intelligent or rich or white or any of that bullshit for this information to impact you.

Stop making that face! Have faith!

This isn’t some new modern shit that will fade away rather a shift that must happen in order for us as a species to continue moving forward and it’s happening whether we like it or not.

People use the term millennial to disguise the first generation the shift has impacted in a blanketed fashion. Older generations are doubtful because it puts everything they were taught and taught in the spotlight as wrong (language..more on that) but this isn’t about being right or wrong, this is about healing as a whole. Believe me, I’m the last one to advocate for our species because in my opinion, we are fucked and we did it to ourselves. This approach is much kinder.

There are no fees, no membership, and no, it isn’t witchcraft or a cult nor is it a belief system that threatens you to flames, condemning you to hell on the basis of decision. This is a legit explanation, to the extent, our minds can conceptualize, as far as our existence in the human form is concerned.

Naturally, some will want to challenge this notion but the catch is your words may spew challenges but if you live by this teaching, there is no denying the truth behind it. Not one person can do as suggested and prove error.

That’s a bold statement especially for someone like myself. I don’t just believe what I am told. I am doer, a leader, and a woman who has experienced pain and grief to the extent of losing my sanity.


We developed words to guide us in communicating and somewhere along these lines we began to use these words to define who we are, what we are supposed to do according to these roles, and that’s where we went wrong. The language of love is all we need and because of a language we developed, we couldn’t be any further from our original being. We use words and labels to define our surrounding and in terms of what’s right and what is wrong, this is right. How do I know? I don’t know. It’s a feeling. I’ve never felt so right in my life. Another huge statement!

I am using terms we are familiar with that describe what it is that is happening within me. I am not saying you are wrong in your beliefs. I am speaking from my perspective but I challenge you to make it yours. Process it how you will but take the action it takes to implement the suggestions.

What really convinces me of this theory is the fact there is no insult to other opinions in order to put emphasis on this way of operating. There are no side effects other than tears and a bit of confusion but compared to the ones Big Pharma would have us all on, that’s nothing!! And these are second to the feelings I have about this….and you all know, I NEVER TRUST MYSELF. My intuition has spiked off the charts as though my inner child is pushing me to be set free. If I’ve never trusted myself before, I do now.

Normally I would be hesitant to share anything that goes against the grain and this doesn’t even do that!!! All you are required to do is be present, sit with your emotions as they occur, and move on with the next minute. Don’t get me wrong, those simple ideas are hard to do when our world screams instant, now, immediate, fix, cure, solve and even better…the promise of happiness. Never one time does he use words to make promises or glorify the end result. Why? Because it speaks for itself.

If I’ve said it once, I’ve said it twice I require used to require words for others to understand me and I revoke each and every time I thought or said so. I do not need to be defined. I am. It is our very words that are causing us to melt. This makes total sense of the decline in mental health.

As I explore the present moment I truly realize it is all we have. Saying so and knowing so are two different things. My journey has only begun but I have hope whereas I hadn’t prior to discovering Eckard Tolle. I share this information with y’all because I know we all struggle most especially within the mental health community and I will promote this until my last breath.

I share because I care! Give it a chance…you have nothing to lose!! And if you do, make sure you pass on what his teachings have done for you.

Ps. When you read or listen to the teaching PLEASE pingback to this post or email me and let me know you have done so…I would LOVE to hear what it does for others. If you have Spotify you can be taught this on Oprah’s Super Soul Conversations podcast. The name of the episodes is called A New Earth. There are 10 episodes each an hour long. Use the hashtag #daretoshare


Author: Revenge of Eve

'Eve', the author, discusses issues surrounding mental health. Blogging connects her with other like-minded individuals who share a similar experience. Her humble approach aptly describes her experience as a mom, daughter, sister, and friend who is diagnosed with several mental disorders. She chooses to not allow her co-occurring diagnoses to define her. True to her personality, she creates her own "niche" in the blogging world. Coining her niche "An Unconventional Lifestyle Blog" gives her the freedom to discuss a wide spectrum of topics which culminate to display her multifaceted personality. She elevates her voice using the WordPress platform while she explores avenues to broaden healing, promote growth, and unite with beautiful souls.

23 thoughts on “On Awakening (I pathetically beg you to read)”

    1. It’s much easier to listen to the podcast because people call in with real-life scenarios. You can also push play, close your eyes, and truly listen. It had helped me more than I can express.


  1. Hi
    I don’t know him but I do know the pain, the challenge and everything you are talking about. It’s so amazing in the last. You can at least breath slowly and be comfy in your skin. Your agitation, humiliation and the feel of ‘ Me’ is all the talk of past.
    I have learnt to forgive and ignore and move ahead on my way. Lot of things are there to point out from my spiritual journey but for now will say only one thing… No, You don’t sound crazy to me. You are perfectly sane and meaningful. Sending love, light and compassion your way.

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    1. Thank you for those words. At times it is easier to be quiet and wonder what would’ve been had I said something. I have been in defense mode for the majority of my life and I am exhausted. A battle was waged between my mind and my soul and I am learning the two are separate and know not of each other. I will not let my thinking brain be my demise. It feels nice to have someone understand and thank you for being that someone.


      1. Oh I am having goosebumps….thankyou for giving me that special identity. Its just that I can relate to your conditions. Now a days I too am changing my way of dealing with situation.


    1. I am at the very beginning and it’s nice to have something new to guide me. And in the direction, I want/need to go in order to grow. Initially, I wanted to answer “who am I?” and to be able to define my God. That was the start of it all and when I stepped back from me, me, me, I was presented this podcast. I have raved about it many times and I hope you are able to give it a listen. All of the guests she has on are amazing but this particular series struck a chord with me.

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  2. I read this and wondered if I had written it. Meaning, I’m on the same journey of awakening. I’ve tried reading Tolle’s “A New Earth”, back a few years ago, after the death of my best friend. Couldn’t concentrate at all but want to give it another go… No, my awakening slapped me in the face after the deaths of 2 key women in my life at the top of the year. You can read about them in my post on “Grief, and Dare I Say….Anger.” I’m feeling all of the weight of old, limiting beliefs and unconscious thoughts too, and it’s a scary thing. But also very freeing. Glad to have found another soul that is also Becoming. There’s room for many more… Blessings!
    Mya 🌹

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    1. As I read your comment I was taken over by goosebumps. I am so sorry you have experienced such loss. I don’t want to imagine. It’s funny you say it slapped you in the face because of all the time’s life has broken me, I was never shown a new way. I suppose it happens when we are most open and I had NO idea what I was in for. I was listening to Oprah’s podcast and suddenly I was introduced. It has taken me months to absorb only the first 5 episodes because really???!!! If you have access, I recommend listening to it. They give real-life scenarios which for me helped to “visualize” it in my life. It is nice to share the journey. 💖

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